Since I have been flying a whole lot for a number of years,incident free,, I have begun to get anxious, just because I think my time might be comming up, so on those days I make sure I bring a little "sumpin -sumpin" by my favorite authors to read and make sure I am REALLY into it for the take off sequence.
I usually land VERY HAPPY and relaxed !!
Just a suggestion , not meant to offend : )